Here i am.
My life seems to be a colorful collection of trippings and stumblings... and I am, almost compulsively, trying to look for the good in the situation.
And although I find none, I still feel good about the fact that my mindset has me looking for the silver lining at all.
I am not the type to give up on anything. And to just crawl into a hole and say to hell with everything, simply isn't my style. Instead, I am the first one to stand up and say, I am hurt and it stucks, but life goes on and so will I.
With that said,
I have had the worst kind-of week.
Bad. Not good. Nothing good happened as a matter fact. And yet, here i am... looking forward... thinking about tomorrow... trying to tweak what is still possible to tweak...
(sigh)...
rebuilding is hard work...
I need a shower, and then i need to get started on this new year.
The silver lining is there. I know it is. I might not be able to see it just yet... but i am sure that it is under this pile of crap labeled "life sucks"...
I need to pull up my woolies from Mark's Work Wearhouse and get on it.
:)
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